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2009-10-09T22:07:00.002+01:00

it's alien fresh! :)

Hello, my lovelies. How are we all doing this lovely rainy autumn day :)
Well, i'm doing fine thanks for asking lol.
This post is only going to be a few lines long because I can't get my thoughts together enough to write a long post.
I've been doing quite a lot of blog hopping recently, hopefully with time i'll make new online friends but essentially blogging is about me, so i don't mind if im alone in this worlddd (ahemm maybe i do :p )
If you read this follow me on twitter!
@mutayrachel

- Take care xxx

:)

2009-10-02T16:57:00.002+01:00

hiiee, i've finally taken some time out of my hectic lifestyle to blog.
I've been really busy with school work as you all know and it hasn't been as bad as it could be yet, so i'm really happy for that.
On thursday of this week, I got talking to a girl a see around school on the bus, like i've spoken to her before but nothing interesting, but we randomly started talking about the exchange students that are currently in our school.
We have one girl from germany, whos immensely cool, we've recently clicked, and now i'm going to show her around London and take her shopping, she also really wants to go to Madame Taussauds, so we are going there with my half price tickets :)
And then we have a guy from CHINAAA, yessss, a cute asian guy, I've spoken to him a few times because he's in my maths class, and he always seems to lose his maths book, I think that he's bought like 2 now (they cost a fiver...dunno where some people get the money to burn haha). Anyways back to the point, me and Georgia (bus friend) were talking about him and she was speaking about how she wants to learn mandarin off of him, and how she can write really well...I was like oh thats interesting for a white kid in london, so I asked her are you into any asian stuff, like do you watch dramas or know any musicians...like Fahrenheit for instance? and she was LIKE OMGGG *squeal* then whips out her Ipod, and its like got 102030303 pics of Wu Chun And Fahrenheit. Then from there we were in good conversation, SHES EVEN WATCHED HANA KIMI!!! my absoulute favouritee of all time. (for chynna, shes also a fan on 2NE1) So she asked for my number..then had to get off the bus :( sad times, I havent got round to texting her..cause I've ran out of texts and have like zero money atm.

Then todayy, Friday, i find out that some guy in my chemistry class has a thing for me but my reaction was not so good, i literally cracked up for like 10 minutes, i'm saying the guy is bad looking or anything, it's just that I've already got a boyfriend and didn't expect anyone in my new school to find me significantly interesting at all. I feel kind of bad now, i laugh way too much for my own good, maybe i should stop :D :D

I spent a lot of time with Jase this week suprisingly, things are going goooodd, its going to be our anniversary a few days before his birthday, and I'm still stuck on what to get him. My mate Jini, just told me to get him boxers and forget about it, I ws like 'awww no, thats harsh, he means to much' then she was like 'okay.. buy him 2 boxers then' haha, shes a weirdo.

This weekend im going shopping with my mummyyyy, im so excited because I havent been shopping since...FOREVER literally, I've run out of clothes to wear...(in my head anyway), as soon as my weekly allowance starts coming through, im going to get myself a pair of UGG boots because i love them and they look so snuggly. I also want a pair of Doc Martins but i dont really know if i'll wear them much, I find that i'm good at accessoring oother people but not so great with myself, but my mums a designer and tailor, so she helps me out a great deal.

Okay im going to stop here and do some work, ive typed quite a lot.
Take care xxx

hiatuss after this post;; i think.

2009-09-21T20:51:00.004+01:00

Well, well, well. Long time no blog.Sorry guys I've been away for like two weeks because I've had so much to do but I always find time to blog hop and comment on peoples blogs, but never post a blog of my own.
I also think i'm going to put myself under hiatus, because I just have so much going on, mainly school work.
Speaking of school, i started my new school recently, and I'm not sure if I absolutely love or slightly hate it lol. The lessons are done so differently from my old school, for some reason I have two teachers per subject, who teach the school syllabus simultaneously! LIKE WHAT THE HELL, MY BRAIN CANT TAKE ALL THIS AT ONCE. ONE TEACHER PER SUBJECT PLEASE...gosh why do they get off so easily, with the workload of teaching SHARED between them. Imagine if we had to do our exams with our best friend...how easy would life be. corrr. I also have a very dodgy timetable, which means I have four hours of a subject per day, plus an additional two hours in the morning. I do have some frees on monday morning, and half a day off on wednesday.
Wait wait..Did I mention the four hours *yes you did* okay..ill mention it again LOL.
I HAVE FOUR HOURS OF MATHS ON A MONDAY :( god my life is finished. Today I had maths, by the second hour I had already zoned out and was ready to go to sleep. Luckily cause I understood the work, the time kinda went fast. Im just imagining the days when things get tough, the time will go SUPER SLOWLY. gah..time is annoying.
I really enjoy my biology and psychology lessons, my teachers are cool and crazy, like proper lool. They make the lesson so fun.
Chemistry...*hurrr* I'm actually good at this subject but one of my teachers is my old tutor, and UGH HE PICKS ON ME SO MUCH...he even tried to make me sign up to some event, where you have to carry a bucket around school for the kids to put inside the bucket...errr are the words LAUGHING STOCK written across my forehead??..no didnt think so. He's such an annoyment to my life.

Okay enough about school.
Paghhh, friendship well alot has been going on there...but I'll start with my greatest annoyment, my 'friend' Leslie, i put the word friend in brackets cause im not entirely sure on how i feel about him being my friend right now. Right, he'll rant to me about my friends, clearly knowing that im friends with the other people, and expects me to join in. Then when I dont comment and just listen, he asked 'what do you think?' im like....im sorry but i cant comment on you bitching about my friends. Obviously he is entitled to his own opinion, but i don't see why i should be dragged into with him. Che. Another thing, he bigs himself up wayy to much, and when i put him down he starts to act all upset, its like can you shutup your not the best in the world, so now im determined to ace all my exams just to prove to him that hes not better than anyone, and that everyone is equal. Ahhhh, then at like 1/2 am, he acts all cutesy, and like calls me his 'cushion' and starts to pour his heart out to me, im thinking, does this guy have 'multiple personality disorder'?? Seriously, fair enough your my friend and ill help you out and listen to your problems but for you to switch daily, HOURLY..really does my nut in. and Im not your bloody cushion, stop using me. Im not here to be used.

Okay...i think im done for now :) I think after this ill be on hiatus, for a while, but as soon as i get spare time. Im still waiting for my new blog to be finished by Chynna but i honestly dont think she has time till like the holidays, and shes going away in October...so maybe i should expect it as a Christmas present, so I'll be sticking to this for a while.

Take Care xxxx

changes.

2009-09-02T19:22:00.004+01:00

everything in my life right now is probably changing, or is going to lead to a change.
people close to me are changing, and i don't know if they have noticed but its happening but i'm not going to say anything this time because change is always bound to happen no matter the circumstance.
the only thing that probably hasn't changed is my boyfriend, he's just amazing and i love him more and more every day, the one true friend i can rely on him all the time. There are other people too of course.
so how has everyone been?? School season starts soon, im pretty nervous but ill find new friends hopefully.
i need some motivation to get out of bed these days, all i can think about is how life changes.
but changes can be a good thing :D ill get used it.

2009-08-31T08:47:00.002+01:00

wow, sorry guys, i haven,t blogged in like a century.
How is everyone doing?
I'm finally seventeen!! I had a bbq for my birthday and we had all my closest friends there and it was just amazing. I've had loads of presents frhom friends and family.
then the next day was sunday, yesterday and it was my mates birthday (i'm one day older than her) woohoo lol and she had a bbq aswell so it was like double the fun and more birthday cake.jfjf
So you guys have heard im moving school, im really scared because i haven't been to a mixed school since i was 10 years old, does anyone know whats its like to work with guys?? I may up just being a person with no friends hahaha. Oh yeah for my birthday i got a new phone the nokia e63, itsss soo goood, grreat even, im currently writing this post from it now. So i should really get out of bed and do some chores. Chow how people xxx

2009-08-20T23:52:00.000+01:00

i failed i failed i failed.
only passed biology.
but im leaving my school.
moving on, new oppurtinies.
one door closes, another one opens. right? right.
i have moved blogs, currently in the process of transferring myself.
chynna is my new host, because she got a domain.
wooh.
and she passed her exams, im so proud of her!!
she deserves it.
i will miss her billions, and im nearly crying just thinking about it
but hey, it will all work out in the end.
this post is short because im really not feeling like typing no more haha
chow chow xx

2009-08-19T20:20:00.002+01:00

Wow.
I haven't blogged in like an age.
I'm currently stressing so hard about exams results.
I cant even bare to type about it because I know im going to fail
and the one thing im afraid of most in this world is failure.
But anyways these past few days have been fun! My cousins came down from the U.S, they live in Maryland, and it was so funny, I haven't seen them since I was TWO and obviously I dont remember so far back but it was so great to seem.
We went shopping at westfields, largest shopping centre (mall) in Europe. We had a great time and bought MacDonalds and stuff.
They bought me an Ipod Touch as a gift, but I had recently bought one. Damn my eagerness i could've got it for free lol. But I was very grateful and gave it to my cousins.
They taught me so much about America, i honestly started picking up the american accent and would suddenly start talking with one everyone would crack up. They taught me how you can tell people from different states aswell like for instance New Yorkers are like 'WHADDUP mannn' LOL or something and people from Maryland talk slighty country. LOL it was quite an experience, I love having family over. I hope my cousins from Australia come over soon, now i would definately love that.

Im so excited, im going on TWO yes TWO holidays next year. Iceland and America. Wooh. I'm like totally over the moon, I have to pay for my Iceland trip because I'll feel bad letting my mum pay for both. Thats just raww. I can only go on the Iceland trip if I stay on at my current 6th form right now. (Im currently a senior now) or in Year 13 in english terms. But i really like the thought of holidays right now, after the stress of next year and University and all. I have currently started my personal statement, thats what the Universities i'm applying to will read to judge whether they want me in their Uni or not. So i have to make myself literally look like an angel lol. Its kinda hard stuff but i'll through it all, im going to some Personal Statement convention thing on monday but thats also Chynnas party so i dont even know whats going down with that.

Ahh yes its Chynna's birthday on friday, i totally need to go out and get her present, I was meant to go with my mate the other day but I was busy with my cousins and couldnt get home in time. But ill buy it on friday, then see her monday. I hope. Things never go to plan these days mann.

wooh food is here
xxx

long time.

2009-08-13T11:32:00.003+01:00

wow, I haven't posted anything in a while but thanks to those people who have visited me!!
you must have been a little dissappointed to find nothing here ahaha,sorry.

this week has been pretty uneventful in activities, but my mind has had many issues.
-School.
-Boyfriend.
-Family.
Im so worried, about my results right now, they come on August 20th, I basically know i failed every course I took im not even going try and be optimistic right now because that would be fooling myself big time. I was talking to my mum, on Monday and I honestly think that i should move school, have a fresh start and work harder. This year i've been saying to myself i will work harder, but procrastination and ultimate laziness and over confidence has led to me failure. If i really want to go to University next year, i shouldnt carry on in the same attitude that I have been towards my studies.
Ever since I was little girl (haha) I've wanted to be nothing else but a Doctor, i hadn't thought about nothing else but being a Doctor, i worked my way towards being a Doctor,...until i lost track in Year 12. Then one my day my aunty goes to me
'I dont think you can be a Doctor, with these grades. Not yet anyway, have you thought about anything else'
I wont even lie, i burst into tears right infront her, (aha..sounds like some knock back sob story) reality had really hit home, I hadn't thought of anything else to do, there was no back up plan, most of all there was and IS nothing else that i want to do apart from being a doctor, helping people, making people smile, treating people, facing a newer and greater challenge everyday. That little episode really made me think about how much I had been slacking, when i know i have the ability to do so much more, yeah i agree school is a drag sometimes, but right now its the greatest oppurtunity we have to make us bigger people, to push us forward. Without education in Britain your pretty much nothing, just another person in the system working in Sainsburys and claiming benefits of the Government. And i sincerely do not want to live like that at all.
Its just not the person I dream or being or want to be.

ohh dear...i think i got a bit carried away :( but i had to let it out.
ahh boyfriend, its not really having boyfriend trouble, hes really a great person and a great friend most of all. Hes really helped me sort my head out with the whole school business, but now I think about why my mum thinks its a good idea not to have a boyfriend whilst your at school, because when im supposed to be listening in class, i have the urge to be talking to my boyfriend so I end up texting him instead of listening to what the teacher says.
And then there's the arguments, no matter how much i try to avoid an argument, it still happens, and I end up thinking about the arguing, getting upset over it and ranting to my best friend instead of concentrating on my studies or doing something more productive that will benefit me in the longrun.

But i guess thats how life works, if I want both things to work, I've got to live with the strains of both of them and work twice as hard.

aghhh family, they have such great expectations of me, that I really want to fulfill myself. Im expected to graduate, no question about it, but I dont want to graduate to fulfill their expectations I want to graduate for myself, because its something that I've worked hard for and I've acheived myself. Something which I deserve.
But there's always that shadow behind you, your family. Yeah of course they are your support blanket in most situations, but with school its a different issue. They say they dont mind what you decide to you, but deep down you know that you must do what they want you to because you dont want to hurt them. If you fail a class, they'll be pissed and you know it. Yeah sure, they'll get over it but there's no garuntee that they wont bring it up again just for you to know that you didnt live up to what they expected from you.
I know its not like this in all families, but Ive spoken to most of my friends and they feel the same, I find it quite unfair. But who knows, when I have a family of my own I may think differently.

So this post has basically been a rant sort of thing, sorry :(
but but but my itouch is soooooo great. I absolutely love it, and I would recommend it to anyone over the age of 10 aha.
Also i've recently become a coffee fiend, its terrible, im starting to live off of it, i'm to not eating breakfast or lunch im just drinking coffee, it hardly even burns my tounge anymore. I just love the taste of a Latte Macchiato, and it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy, even my toes get warm! thats a bonus lol.

I think i might make another post later about the books ive read recently.
byebye xxoxox

2009-08-07T22:29:00.003+01:00

ladies and gentlement, boys and girls
-welcome to my freakshow-
:D

wooh, today was such a fantastic day.
- i went out with the best friend :) (chynna)
and i bought my ipod touch :D with a cute Paul Frank case.
god im soo happeeee.
im not even typing properly aha.

feeling kinda sleepy now.
ill post something special tomorrow :D

2009-08-04T13:56:00.001+01:00

im back. :)
will have a proper post soon. xxxxxxx

2009-07-30T12:46:00.003+01:00

Good afternoon guys.

Today is an extremely lazy day, i'm currently watching Ugly Betty, and this morning I watched some of the The O.C.

I really need to get some money, and there was no post today which means that my debit card hasn't arrived yet :( so i'm pretty much stuck with no money, so that means i probably wont be going out tomorrow.

There's so many things that I need to buy,

-My Mums birthday present

-New books

-My friend's emma and louise's present

and my Itouch of course.

I feel like talking about my boyfriend in this post, but i might sound a bit crazy and obsessive :D

But I really think i'm in love with him, hes just so amazing, well I think so but Chynna doesnt agree much. He just understands me so much, and he can make me happy even with the simplest words and hes so cute and protective. gah, im getting all mushy now :(

I put a picture of him aswell with his niece, hes not that great looking but i guess looks aren't everything, he has the best personality ever (and he manages to get Chynna worked up heheeh)

moot xx

2009-07-28T21:02:00.002+01:00

heyhey everyoneee
today has been an interesting day, it's contained:
-dissapointment (sadly)
-happiness
-revelations
yeah my day didn't begin well at all, i woke up at 5.30am just to be told that Chynna couldn't come to Thorpe Park, at that point i was very tired and upset because we had planned this day for well over a month now and to be told that she couldn't come on the day we were meant to go was very harsh.
At that point my mum was feeling very sorry for me because i was genuinely unhappy, she said my other friend could meet me up and we could still go together, but then that friend, Natalie, had already fallen asleep and couldn't get her to wake up so i just gave up.

Thennn things start loooking up....

At around 10am, my friend woke up again. yay! i offered to go Oxford street for a bit of retail therapy and to hand out LOTS of CV's cause i really need a job. So i got all excited and got ready, put my face on etc :D
We really had a fun time, and soo many places were recruiting so we were quite happy about that! hopefully i'll get a call back soon.
we bought lots of food, and the most amazing waffles douzed in melted chocolate. yummyyyy.
i couldn't get enough of that at all. I also went to the Apple Store, to play with the devices and such, i love it there, and the guys were quite fit too :P ( i really shouldn't be looking my boyfriend would not be impressed) I am definately going back there as soon as i get my money, because i couldn't buy it the other day, due to me stupidly misplacing my bank book and not being able to take money out till i get a debit card...fun -.-

Ahhh, I also must say a very big thank you to my jubbly boyfriend, who helped me edit my CV because it was too long, i do tend to ramble and he also stopped me from getting too upset. I really do love him lots. (he also got to test burgers, im so jealous)

oh yeah! im not going to eat meat for the rest of this week because natalie told me 'your black, you can't not eat meat' i mean whats that meant to mean, so no more meat is going to be eaten till Sunday 2nd August. I wonder how long it will last, honestly.

I think this is longest blog i've ever written, and my throat is starting to hurt really badly so im going to end here :(
luffles
m
xx

2009-07-26T18:41:00.003+01:00

hey guys.
how are you people doing?
so...today is sunday, i did the usual woke up late, went to church, came home then took a small nap.
THEN i had to clear my house because we are soon getting works done which means
-new double glazed windows
-new kitchen
-new bathroom
-rewiring
but clearing crap, is so long and boring. i got tired within the first 30 minutes, then i had my mum shouting at me to keep going.
military training, much?
tomorrow, im hoping to spend some time with chynnzzzz (chynna)
andddd im going to buy my itouch !!!!
yay im so happy :) i lost my ipod awhile ago (well i didnt REALLY lose it, the cleaners at my catholic school STOLE it from our common room, the cheek of it, really now) and i didnt really bother getting a new one, but nowadays i really miss listening to music when im on the go!
see you guys soon
moot xx

Hello All

2009-07-24T23:08:00.002+01:00

hey everyone
-waves-
i'm mutay, also chynna's best friend! as you may already know.
im new at blogging BUT i hope to give everyone
-entertainment
-an insight on my life
-and crap jokes to laugh at hahaa

and also a place for me to let loose,
and talk about my feelings to you lovely people.

i am currently watching the simpsons, obviously its a classic and it never fails to make me laugh.
my favourite character has to be bart, hes so cute.
:D
well i think thats enough blogging for today.
thanks for reading!
moot xx

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2009-06-28T09:13:00.001+01:00

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